a long list to make up for the absence

In no chronological order cos my memory's bad like that.

x Adopted a pair of kittens
x Named them after the House of Chanel - Coco and Chanel
x Turned 19
x Acquired my first 3 pairs of Jeffrey Campbell platforms
x Red nails
x Did like shit for exams
x Self-encouragement vs Self-denial vs Self-comfort
x Lazing in bed...
x Preparing meals for the kitties
x Cleaning kitten poop which stinks badly btw but it's okay i'm kinda used to it
x Got the Urban Decay Naked palette
x The Orange Thimble
x Kittens sleeping on my bed with me tonight :)
x White chocolate Tim-Tams are milky and sweet in a heavenly way
x Starting to sleep earlier these days
x Waking up earlier as well
x New responsibilities
x Stay-home days are pretty comforting
x Contemplating on which nail color to wear for X'mas besides conventional green and red
x Listening to Hall & Oates

Too sleepy to think about anymore so that's all for now. Till I'm back here again.
Goodnight.

3:35

I believe I have studied enough for today.

I like how I always make myself believe in things. Like, I have studied enough, I have not slept enough. All to justify my lackluster work plus give excuses for being a lazybum. In any case, I finally got some work done. After a long nap. The weather was way too superb to be left un-slept. I believe I should take naps during rainy afternoons :)

I am so hungry, as usual. I'm craving for a huge amount of edible stuff. I wanna go back to sleep. I feel so weird but can't put my finger on it. O well, back to nursing my cramps.

Last thing, I believe sleeping more makes my complexion better and thus, pretty.

*shy* Hence, I shall nap everyday!!

Kidding la. Hahahah goodnight!

on the lake

So beautiful. The first minute especially. The Notebook makes all the soundtracks so meaningful in one way or another. Be it when they are both on the lake, or when Allie was asking Noah why didn't he write her...

I don't care if The Notebook is overrated. I'm sure I'll never get sick of this movie. Everything is just so perfect and beautiful. From the beginning to the end.

2:32

An update on Cookie!! Seems like just yesterday when I brought her home. This baby of mine is growing so quickly. So fat and playful! And sleepy. Well... if that makes sense. Being sleepy and playful. Hahaha the 2nd picture is her in a raincoat btw. Strutting her stuff in a raincoat. Literally catwalk! She's sleeping on my pink rug now haha what's new.

5:54

Only time will tell

12:09

Lights dimmed, fan on oscillation mode, me under my comforter. Feels oddly soothing. Why odd you might question. It's hard to feel such a soothing feeling when you have many undone work piled up at a corner. It's like a drop of black ink on a fresh sheet of paper. EYESORE. But it's okay, I'm feeling so ''soothed-out'' now although many things are happening concurrently.

But it's good to escape once in a while - to not think of anything. Absolutely nothing. Just think about your dreams and all the pleasing stuff in the world. Cats, chips, cookies and cream ice-cream. Whatever floats my boat!

And listening to such music definitely helps. I'm loving it so much. Particularly 'Those Were The Days' by Mary Hopkins. Can we bring back such music?

Those were the days, my friend

We thought they'd never end

We'd sing and dance forever and a day

We'd live the life we choose

We'd fight and never lose

For we were young and sure to have our way

La la la la lalalala~~

I love the lalalala part!

Audrey

And Audrey was her name,
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But who's to blame?
For a love that wouldn't bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme it doesn't mean a thing.

And Audrey was her name.
We triped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was June.
No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,

But God I miss the girl,
And I'd go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.

And Audrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same,
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best.

But how I miss the girl
And I'd go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.

Anyone who knows this song would know what I've changed in the lyrics. I always hear the song with Audrey instead of Aubrey. It's just a reversed 'b' anyway... but really, this is song so beautiful that I just had to listen with my name in it. Makes me feel special!

today is such a sad night

11:23

brain wrecked by Grammar studies.

Ok I feel that I should write something here before this space is completely dead. So school has been bad. Since when has school been good, right? I really miss my JC days. Maybe because I don't have to rely on myself so much. There are responsible representatives to do the printing, collecting, updating bla bla but in Uni, everything is just so different. It's like you're left alone once the task is being given to you. And before you figure anything out, it would be close to the deadline already.

Weekdays occupied by school and weekends are occupied by packing since I'd be shifting for good.

I'm so lazy to dress nicely to school on some days but for some reason or another, I can't get over myself not dressing properly.

Gonna have something cold to drink now before I start researching on some ancient psychologists and their respective theories, which would probably take me eons to complete. 8 months of holidays poisoned my brain. It's all gray with dust now.